Am I ready for it? I don't know. If I find a suitable one and have feelings for each other should be ok ba. It depends how much I love him or how much he love me. I am going in Navy le if i have a boyfriend, can he take it that I am out for 2 weeks for BMT and have to stay in for about a year maybe? These are the questions he have to consider.. =)
I just don't know why till now I can't let go of the past? It's already over whats the use of brooding over? But then, thinking back of the happy times I had, I realised I can't let go. I will try to pretend nothing ever happen as I'm doing now and then. But what hurts me the most is.............................................................................................
Isn't there anyone I could confide to? I treat u as one till now are u still the one? I told u some things that nobody knows and some very personal things about me but now, I don't know can I still believe u or can I still confide in you? I felt I can't trust you anymore so what I need you to do is let you gain my trust again. I know this is childish but I hope u know how I feel and why I felt like this. I don't want to be your normal friend. I want to be your good or close friend where we can both share anything unhappy, or problems with each other.
ITS JUST SO DIFFICULT TO FIND SOMEONE WHO TREAT U TRUE AS A GOOD OR CLOSE FRIEND..
I hope something good will come out for me. I think enough for all the sad things. =)
Name:Lynn
Bdae:23rd Sept 1987
Nicks:Orangejuiice
Lives: Yishun
Skool:Nanyang Poly (Graduated)
Email:angelgalz87_2002@hotmail.com
[[My Adores]]
*Pink Dolphin drink
*Long John Silver
*CHILLI CRAB
*Loves to eat :)
*TRAVELLING :)
*Swimming
*Cycling
*Fishing
*Bowling
*Badmintons
*Playing pool/billiards
*Sing K
*Going out with friends
*Go around driving with friends
*Watching movies
*Relaxing
*Reading magazines about cars
[[My Wishes]]
- Bvlgari Rose Perfume
- Bintan
- Port Dickson
- Dinner at Jewel box
- Makeover Photoshoot
- A new Laptop (very impt!)
- Gucci wallet
- LV bag
- A video cam
- I need a new digital camera
- Baby G watch
- NOKIA E51
- A trip to Maldives ( My Ultimate Goal!!)
- Go Bangkok, Phuket, Bali, Port Dickson,anywhere where it has nice scenary and beaches.
- Civic Type R, Mazda RX8, Fairlady,Honda Stream
- BMW, Lexus (future dream car)
- Nice clothes and shoes
- Bags and Accessories
- Mod my car
- Change my car =p
- A room of my own
- Parents to strike 4D & Toto
- All my Family and Friends to be well
- more money $$$$
[[Music's Playing]]
Max :)
Michelle :)
Mark:)
Wan Zhen :)
Edwin =)
Alex =)
Zaine =)
Adeline =)
Serene =)
Mr Benny ^^
Jenny^^
Yun Shan^^
Kaili^^
Sherwyn*)
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