2 post in a day. Maybe because I long time never post must post more.. This post is something that I had keep in my mind for long. Always will think back how I know them and the wonderful people inside.
Now, I find out friends are important in our lives. But then, finding a trusted friend is so difficult. I think 1 in 100? This post is about some wonderful friends I have made but because of some problems....................
I can tell u, there's a point of time where I missed my car forum friends. I miss the get togethers, the laughter, the family, the one who are close to me. But who will know? Now, a lot rumors about me going around and now I become the one who done the wrong things.. Done so many things for the forum, who will appreciate? I never asked for any things just do it because I was so happy to be part of the family. And then, my good will has become bad. I want to know the ladies in my forum, people say thats because I'm jealous? WTF!! Even the close ones I'm close with betrayed me. Who can I believe?? I know, just a sorry to someone and all is over. But will that help? I never did wrong and it was always I who say sorry when I nv do wrong. Why? Because I don't want to lose a friend like u. Who will ever believe me. They will say I just want people to sympathise me. I just hate people to cry wolf when its not even I who started it.
I'm not saying bad things about them. Well, if this is what they think, I can do nothing about it. I felt I'm someone who think of others first rather than myself and in the end, this is what I got. But there's something I can say is that during these times, I really had lots of fun with my forum friends.. really had fun.. People who know me for some time should already know how's my character like. It sadden me when they say things about me which are not true. Its ok to make fun or say people but there's a limit to it. Who will ever stand out for me to stop all these rumors? I really just want to know them more and THATS IT. NO MOTIVE OK! Even if i clarify, will they believe me?
I know, after this post, a lot of tongues will start wagging again. But this is what i felt and only here can I only post out. If i say it out to them, who will believe right?Why do I go back again when I told them I wont come back? I am very STUPID right? Do these things just to make myself more trouble. What should I do?? The forum now is none of my business anymore.. Now if i see some of them what should I do? Just say hi and then bye? hahaha.. or should I say I quit? hehehehe... Take one step at a time then.. like some kind of poetry... -_-
Please read it to yourself and keep it to yourself. Thank you!
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Name:Lynn
Bdae:23rd Sept 1987
Nicks:Orangejuiice
Lives: Yishun
Skool:Nanyang Poly (Graduated)
Email:angelgalz87_2002@hotmail.com
[[My Adores]]
*Pink Dolphin drink
*Long John Silver
*CHILLI CRAB
*Loves to eat :)
*TRAVELLING :)
*Swimming
*Cycling
*Fishing
*Bowling
*Badmintons
*Playing pool/billiards
*Sing K
*Going out with friends
*Go around driving with friends
*Watching movies
*Relaxing
*Reading magazines about cars
[[My Wishes]]
- Bvlgari Rose Perfume
- Bintan
- Port Dickson
- Dinner at Jewel box
- Makeover Photoshoot
- A new Laptop (very impt!)
- Gucci wallet
- LV bag
- A video cam
- I need a new digital camera
- Baby G watch
- NOKIA E51
- A trip to Maldives ( My Ultimate Goal!!)
- Go Bangkok, Phuket, Bali, Port Dickson,anywhere where it has nice scenary and beaches.
- Civic Type R, Mazda RX8, Fairlady,Honda Stream
- BMW, Lexus (future dream car)
- Nice clothes and shoes
- Bags and Accessories
- Mod my car
- Change my car =p
- A room of my own
- Parents to strike 4D & Toto
- All my Family and Friends to be well
- more money $$$$
[[Music's Playing]]
Max :)
Michelle :)
Mark:)
Wan Zhen :)
Edwin =)
Alex =)
Zaine =)
Adeline =)
Serene =)
Mr Benny ^^
Jenny^^
Yun Shan^^
Kaili^^
Sherwyn*)
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