[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Sunday, September 6, 2009

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[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:31 AM|

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

[[Hope everything goes well.]]

I have a lot of uncertain feelings now. I'm being selected to organise an event which at first, I was very very enthusiastic about it cos it was something which they had never done before by letting us run the event, but slowly, I become to lose confident. Maybe because of the things we haven finalise yet or is it because our team doesn't cooperate well?

Tmr is our rehearsal and really, I don't think we can run it well as I never done it before. Somemore, I'm really afraid the people won't work with us also. I really suddenly want to give up at this junction. Yes, I know, ppl have been saying why got this, got that? Why we this and that. But all I want is to run this event well and let everybody enjoy it, is it wrong? At this point of time, there's no way of escaping. As it only left a few days before the actual event and I'm getting more and more nervous and worried..

The only way which I can heave a relief is when everything is over and runs well. I'm actually very happy and appreciated that someone had been helping me all along by my side. I hope u will still be when I meet any more problems cos u are my advisor and counsellor.. hehehe.. Won't be chop by you right? Haha...

I prayed that everything go well tmr... Please... *pray pray

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

[[A random brief]]

Wanted to update but just dun have the inspiration to update as I dunno how to write.. Everytime I'll come to my blog to take a look but after away, I'll leave...

Been assigned to organise a event lately but then I now don't have the mood and confident to run this event. I know I shouldn't complain but it's been demorialising these few days. I'm really content to know that after all these, someone has been at my side supporting me.. Tomolo will be a stressfull day for me as I will be doing something for the first time in my life. I know in my job, I will encounter one day but not so fast.. But no matter what happen, it will be my learning opportunity.

A few of the nice shows are coming up and I want to watch.. haha... One of it is Final Destination 4 and the rest, I forgot le. Watched this The proposal last friday and it's a very nice show.. Rate this show 8/10. Funny yet touching.. hee..

Haiz.. gonna go back soon... Love the job but hate the daily routine.. Always looking forward the routine to be over.. For that day to come, it's still a long long long way... *sigh sigh

p.s Felt really sweet by someone..Thanx.. :D

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|5:18 PM|

Monday, July 27, 2009

[[Just a brief story about myself.]]

It's been long since I update my blog.. Been very very busy with my job.. In the next few months, will be more busy going for my course.. I can say that I'm now enjoying my job very much.. This is the first time I felt loving my job so much. I hope this passion will continue for long until I retire. There are times where I had met some rocky start but, I still endure as I had such wonderful camp mates going through with me and helping me.. And of cos, one special person who has been giving me lots of pointers and tips.

This past few months, there have been lots of changes going on in my life. Another beautiful thing that happened to me this year. I really couldn't believe that it will happened to me. The memories of how it started still flashed vividly in my mind. It was the happiest time I had.

I now currently on MC for 7 days because of fever last friday.. That's why I can blog now.. hehe.. SO bad.. I'm now also quite lazy to blog very very long cos have to think.. lol.. So that's all folks.. :D

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|6:32 PM|

Thursday, June 18, 2009

[[Am I trying to hide everything? even my feelings?]]

One of my girlfriend yest told me something which set me thinking... She told me if I had a choice, she would rather me to choose B rather than A. The A and B definition i think only she will know.. I know A is not worth it. But, it's the chemistry we have for each other that draw us close. As for B, I know him not long and I don't think we will be suitable for each other. Although we can click like normal friends, but I know we wont be more than that. Maybe it's me who is not prepared to step into a relationship. I just want to know more friends.. More friends to chat with, to mingle with and click with. I really dunno what to do..

Babe!! please teach me what to do.. I'm very confused. Can't write so detail of what I'm thinking.. Have to plan my words properly... haiz..

4 more days to tough training! Hope I can go through these with all my batch girls.

:D

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:13 PM|

Saturday, June 13, 2009

[[The start of my career till now..]]

Hey guys and babe, I'm back.. I know it's being long since I last updated.. Been busy as I have started staying in.. Only weekend am I only allow to come home.. Will have to stay in Sun night again... If my stories are long and bored, I'm sorry ok..

Ok.. lets keep the post short... Just ended my second week of staying in. First time in my life I had to leave home for five days for my work. The feelings are excited, sad, nervous and very chaotic. There's a lot of things to think about.. Eg. like Will I make it through? How's the life when I'm staying in? Will I be homesick? And lots lots more.. But then, I only can sum up in one sentence. I'm getting used to it. :D That's a good news for me.. It's only that i get to book out on Sat rather than Fri cos of swimming.. Another factor of getting used to it is because of my batch girls, the 10 girls... Although, I seldom join them in their fun, but it's already good to watch them play with each other, disturbing each other and their laughter and jokes can already make everyone laugh. Everyone is trying to help each other, correcting each other mistakes. There is a lot of problems and hiccups when coming to stay in together but, in the end, we'll still be frank with each other and help each other.. There are some times where we all will be angry with each other, some arguments, we still can work it out.. This is one thing which make me never regret knowing them. No one is perfect and we learnt from each other.

Well I do miss home the first week and will give them a call.. But slowly slowly, i will call at least once a week as I know it's part of my work. Life in there is actually not that bad cause at least we get to enjoy the sea view, spot rainbow, the stars, enjoying the sea breeze and the nice weather just outside my cabin.. It's good enough..

One bad thing is just that we have to bear and bear and bear in order to achieve great success.. Try not to argue with anyone.. Everything just swallow it.. Just that sometimes, there are some people which make us hot.. Why first time when meeting us can say those nice things, telling us find them if we have problems. But when really problems come, they do things differently from the first time they say to us.. Met these kind of problems a few times but in the end, we kena screwed. I just dunno what to say about their hierachy.. We are the lowest position in there so, we can't say or do anything or act recklessly.. This is work.. But, I didnt regret joining the force and I know I can do it. Met some nice friends excluding my batch girls and I know I can count on them if I ever meet any problems.

Time passes so fast and in another one week time, I have to go for training. I heard it need a lot of physical and mental to pass through it.. I really dunno whether I can do it.. Now, I have to worry about the training..

It's just so hard....

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|6:07 PM|

Saturday, May 16, 2009

[[no mood..]]

So sorry babes and guys, I didnt have the mood to update today.. Will update soon.. I hope..

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:49 PM|